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Sta.sh
Every time I kill it is in your name.
Every time I watch you fight, I want to make love.
Every breath I take it is for you, every time I see you I want to write you another love-poem [which in fact I have].
Every breath of your voice I cry at its beauty.
When I saw that bomb I severed their limbs and I cut them into pieces while they were still alive, weeping and bellowing your name [crying so hard I could not see the screen] and the pieces of Vasir, I bit a vein from her and spat her blood and in the sight of the one who sent her there, threw down organs that I had taken from her.
I will find the secret of another Way, if there be no relays. The Reapers teleportation without relays ... I will find it even if I must cut it from the entrails of our enemies. From my Earth, I WILL FIND YOU AND I WILL COME BACK TO YOU OR I DO NOT DESERVE TO LIVE. I WILL. Little blue children. To death and past it. The refugees crying for aid, no trade, no food, no life, no hope. I will help you help them.
I ordered you to the escape pod. You are not a soldier, but a civilian, you were never Sworn as we. But you showed ritual respect to me, though not required by custom. You did not say yes, nor did you say do I have to, nor did you say as you wish. You said aye aye. That will echo in me until my last moment.
I wept. [I indeed did.]
My poems:
[link]
Please do not worry about what I am going to say, but because of what happened to Mordin I actually did feel suicidal for some days and had to conceal it until I felt better. That is because my father, too, was a medical professional (a social worker) and he suicided in 2007. Mordin and Liara are the only ones who feel as if they are as intellectual as me, so they are the ones I truly think about all the time, and care for the most. I realized that I was thinking about how nice it would have been if Mordin was my Dad, and all I would have learned. Mordin might have been able to jump for the elevator compartment, to be protected from the overpressure and shielded by the vertical distance. After all, only the top of the dispersal tower was destroyed. Perhaps a miniscule, suppressed part of Mordin actually wished to die.
[in character] When I was suffocating, the radio circuit was actually open, so my-dear-one-the-crownéd was actually in the escape pod, hearing me trying to pronounce her name in love before I died, but I was delirious and I died before I could even finish the single word. Sha'ira got her out of her coma by melding, and then into therapy together, before Liara could ... could ...
Now Sha'ira would only have to point, saying to me, "What you must do for my sake is ..." Now I have planted a name-flag for Sha'ira, and I only hope she lived and can be the witness to the bet... betro ... [starts weeping]